You see, about a month ago I was asked if I wanted to re-contract and do another year at my job. I had to tell them "No." My supervisor, and Vice Principal were both very taken aback, and I could see it was not the answer they were expecting. I explained to them that this was the best, and longest, job I've ever had in my life. The rewards, and challenges, were second to none, but alas, I have to move on.
Why do I have to move on? Well, there are a few things I'm not satisfied with and I'll outline them here (in no particular order).
The Job: One of the big things about being teacher is, of course, the students. I get to have an impact on the lives of young people. Not just in how I teach English, but for many of them it might be their first time interacting with a foreigner on a face to face level. It excites me that my job is meaningful. But, I was also the head supervising teacher of the school International Education class. This was a special class where I could teach any curriculum I wanted to a small number of students who were motivated to speak, read, write, and listen to English. This program is ending in March. My other classes consist mostly of conversational English, or writing classes. I enjoy these as well, but really the International Program was the real treat.
The Exchange Rate: For anybody that takes notice of FX, the yen is at it's weakest it's been in years. This is of course good for Japanese exports, but as someone who get's paid in the Japanese yen, it makes it very difficult to send money home. I was very lucky to have lived and worked in Japan at the opposite end of the spectrum. From 2010 to the end of approximately 2012 the yen was so strong it was causing headwinds for Japanese companies. I, however, reaped huge benefits from this as my salary compared to that of Teachers (or even high tech companies) was ballooning. It made sense to say and work in Japan when I could easily send half of my salary home and get $2,000 plus! It also made sense to work extra jobs, and find side gigs as they also "paid more." Well, that's all over now.
My Pay: As an English teacher in Japan, I was making a great salary. Trust me when I say, the direct contract with a private school is the way to go. It pays more than a third more then most Eikaiwai jobs, and more than any other ALT job with the added benefit of being in control of your classes. However, my contract raise ends this year. That is, before for every year that I re-contracted, I would receive an extra 120,000 yen a year or, a bump of 10,000 yen a month. Pretty good! Well it sounds nice, but actually it's a little under 3% and barely keeping up with inflation. That being said, most other jobs don't even touch that number. However, that annual contract raise was not part of me signing a new contract for a fifth year.
The Challenges: I suppose a better title where would be "Lack of Challenge." When I came to my school I was a lost little puppy, trying to make his way out of his box. But now, I own the box. I've become a great teacher, if I do say so myself (and I do!), and therein is part of the problem. The challenges don't really humble me anymore. I do my best with each lesson I create, but I don't feel like it takes my best anymore to create a great lesson.
Japan: I love Japan. This place is my home now. I enjoy the convenience of the trains, the drinking culture, and the safety net I feel at all times. But, it's also grown too comfortable. I remember when I first came to Japan and everything was new and exciting. The idea of going out to Shinjuku now just doesn't hold the same air of excitement it did even just a few short years ago. Sure, I'm getting older, and my tastes are changing, but I find myself no longer interested in even studying the language. I've plateaued. I'm read to move on and one day come back to Japan fresh, and hopefully financially independent.
Home: I've said it before, Japan is my home. I will always consider Japan a place were I can take my shoes off and relax by the fire (or under the kotatsu is a better analogy). But, I still have friends and family back in the states that I haven't seen for years. I'm really looking forward to reconnecting with people.
I could probably go on and on, but I'll stop there. Life is such a strange beast when you stop and look at it. Almost eight years ago I got off the plane at Narita Airport not sure of my future. Now, looking forward, I'm in a very similar position. I'm not sure were my life will lead me in the coming months, but I have to say that I am filled with so much more confidence.
When I stepped off that plane eight years ago I was almost $40,000 in debt. Now I have an $80,000 plus portfolio that provides almost $2,500 in income annually. Sure, I'm not going to be living the high life on that, but I know that I always have money for food. If worst comes to worst I'll be able to eat while I study to learn a new skill, or go through interviews.
It's very sad to think I'll be leaving Japan. I have so many good memories here, and it will be difficult to make the transition back to life in the states. But, in the end, it will help me grow and improve as a person, meaning I'll enjoy it just that much more when I come back.